How I wish I can make you start eating again and see those sweet smile on your face. But I realise, only that B_____ B____* can do it. The power of flirting.


I wish I have that power too.

Everythin about you makes me happy. =D

I slack for 2 whole days. Had really bad sore throat, so bad that I cannot sleep at night. ):

I woke up and when back to sleep after drinking water for the whole day. Damn suffering.

Wanted to skip lunch because my throat hurts even when I drink water. Baby got worried that I will skip my lunch so she bought porridge with meat, egg and veg for me.. yum yum.. it fills my heart! Thanks baby.. =)))

I am lost.

Ok it is time for some happy post!

Sweetest Scallop sashimi I have ever tired. =)

Look at all the greedy little faces. ;)

Next we had Koi bubble tea.. I really love their milk tea + ice cream

Puffer fish

Dont you think Saphy and baby can really do such a good job looking like a puffer fish with their pearls? =D

Whereas for me, I look like I got pearls stuck in my teeth. Yucks!

It upsets me to see you this way.


Wipe off those tears.
Wash your face.
Look into the mirror and smile.
Thats all I want to see.


I will let you go. Good Bye.

Sleepless nights.
I have been waking up in the middle of the night crying to myself because my heart aches whenever I think of you. Evertime I close my eyes I see an image of you running away from me which is really heart breaking.

I dreamt of us in the airport and I was bagging you not to leave.
I dreamt of losing my way in the middle of a crowed place and I knew you will not be there to save me like you used to.
I was lsearching for the stars that you gave me on my 21st birthday. The stars looks extremely pretty that night because you were there to watch it with me. But I couldnt find them, because you took them all with you.


There will only be one special person in this world. Once you miss it, it will be gone forever.
Seriously I am not ready to let go. I cant. I cant bring myself to do it.

I was browsing through google map when I saw this....

Maldives.

Picture perfect! by garethohara

For a moment I thought I was in Maldives. =(

Second Anniversary =)

30 December 08

I must be the luckiest girl on earth because I have a baby who knows how to pamper me with good food. =D

First on the list, baby hand roll this sushi with my favorite Japanese egg (I like it sweet!).

Oh.. And we have beancurd skin sushi too. And it is so much nicer than having it have Japanese restaurant. I SWEAR!

Not Forgetting my Unagi!! WOOho.. There's Unagi Sushi and also Unagi don. Love it!

And then we had charamushi. Baby specialist bought all these plates and bowl to match the Japanese theme. How thought. =)

Follow up we had tempura prawns. With choices of tempura sauce or mayonnaise(our favorite =D)

And then..we had cold soba. With ice cube place at the bottom of the soba to keep the dish fresh and cold. Therefore I rate this dish is one of the best! =)

More pictures of the Soba since it is so good. hehe

How can anyone have Japanese food without Salmon Sashimi! Oh look at the thickness of the salmon. Oh.. I am hungry now..

The main chef of the day who prepare such delicious 8 course meal for me is none other than my sweetest girlfriend, Michelle Loh.

I love you baby.

31 December 2008

Spend the night with baby and a few of our friends at HOUSE. I really like that place for some reason, I think it must be the company plus good food that makes that place memorable. =)

More HOUSE dear?? hee

We end the day by watching a spectacular fire work with our love one. =)

Its a night to remember.

I know spending money on things that is of no use is a waste of money. But if my objective of it is to put a smile on your face is it a waste of money too? And what did you say when you saw it? “Why waste money on such a thing”. My heart hurts but you don’t care.

The next day we went out with our friend and you tell her you HATE it when your own girlfriend buys things for you. Does it mean all this while you have hated me for buying all the things for you? I didn’t get you expensive stuff like Ipod or computer; anyway I can’t afford it too. All I get its daily necessities. Is it wrong to do something for my own girlfriend?
Every day you complain that I don’t love you as much blah blah blah.. What have you done then? Staying committed and faithful is not everything about love and I am sure you know that more than I do. It is not easy to forget about what you have done to me a few months back which hurt me so deeply that breaking up with you is the obvious choice. But I chose to stay while I mend a hole in my heart without you knowing.

There are a few times you hurt me a lot with the words that you use and the things that you do. But I kept quiet (if I can control, I do have my limits too). But what you did yesterday hurt me a lot. And I didn’t expect you to respond that way.


I am at fault for not handling the situation well. I am sorry.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines
by Pablo Neruda

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing.
In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in
my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me
sufferand these the last verses that I write for her.

Pablo Neruda

why is it so difficult to say 'sorry'?

Is it that difficult?

I really want to know how you define LOVE.

Why must you do this to me.

My heart hurts.

Click on dynamic picture and I can record nuggets dancing. How cool!

I think I am in love with the new Windows Live messanger!