Just like a Star

2010-03-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

Michelle says (12:01 AM):
dear...

Velda says (12:01 AM):
yes..

Michelle says (12:01 AM):
sometimes you can really annoy the shitass out of me..
and i know sometimes i can irritate the hell out of you

Velda says (12:02 AM):
uh huh...

Michelle says (12:02 AM):
but i want you to know.. i appreciate everything that you've done for me
and i really treasure having you in my life

:)) You really know how to make me fall for you over and over again... I love you SMELLS!

2010-03-18T15:03:00.006+08:00

I find this really interesting.. Imagine if Nuggets starts twittering.. hahaha

Peed on the pan because Mummy gave me Apples for breakfast. Yum yum.. :) -About 2 hours ago

Poop and peed on the floor because Mummy ignored Nuggets. :( - 15 minute ago

Lying on Mummy's bed now becuase I just showered. :) - 5 minutes ago

:)

2010-01-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

If you dislike talking to me just tell me. You dont have to pretend that you are tired. :)

2010-01-31T23:35:00.003+08:00

I am getting really tired. 10 sticks in 2 days isnt working at all. What other methods are there? I want to do something extreme. :)

2010-01-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. People think they want the truth. But do they really?
The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can’t help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

And the truth is I cant bring myself to forgive you. I am sorry.

Save your energy for your friends. :)

2010-01-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

Is it a sin to stay faithful in a relationship?

Seriously if I was out with another girl that day I wouldn’t feel so upset now.

Would you Try?

2010-01-29T15:46:00.004+08:00

I'm such a lucky little girl!

2010-01-09T21:41:00.009+08:00

Nice weather to chillax at Tanjong beach sentosa. :)

Nuggets friends were all around this beach! What's best is that most of them were running around without a leash.

My little coconut ♥ :))

And just when I was about to fall asleep..
.

Knock Knock!!

She surprise me with this..

The Sentosa.

I really love this place.. It feels like a short getaway to bali or phuket.

A nice long bathtub which allows your entire body to get soak into a hot tub without bending your knees.

And there were peacocks everywhere. So cute!

Dinner at The Cliff.

Dinner was great. Very relaxing and comfortable settings.

Thank you baby! I ♥ you.

2009-12-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

hey.. I guess I am pretty much used to not having u ard already la.

A simple line that breaks my heart.

2009-10-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

How I wish I can make you start eating again and see those sweet smile on your face. But I realise, only that B_____ B____* can do it. The power of flirting.

I wish I have that power too.

Everythin about you makes me happy. =D

2009-08-06T20:53:00.003+08:00

I slack for 2 whole days. Had really bad sore throat, so bad that I cannot sleep at night. ):

I woke up and when back to sleep after drinking water for the whole day. Damn suffering.

Wanted to skip lunch because my throat hurts even when I drink water. Baby got worried that I will skip my lunch so she bought porridge with meat, egg and veg for me.. yum yum.. it fills my heart! Thanks baby.. =)))

I am lost.

2009-07-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

2009-06-22T00:59:00.006+08:00

Ok it is time for some happy post!

Sweetest Scallop sashimi I have ever tired. =)

Look at all the greedy little faces. ;)

Next we had Koi bubble tea.. I really love their milk tea + ice cream

Puffer fish

Dont you think Saphy and baby can really do such a good job looking like a puffer fish with their pearls? =D

Whereas for me, I look like I got pearls stuck in my teeth. Yucks!

2009-06-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

It upsets me to see you this way.

Wipe off those tears.
Wash your face.
Look into the mirror and smile.
Thats all I want to see.

I will let you go. Good Bye.

2009-05-15T07:00:00.003+08:00

Sleepless nights.
I have been waking up in the middle of the night crying to myself because my heart aches whenever I think of you. Evertime I close my eyes I see an image of you running away from me which is really heart breaking.

I dreamt of us in the airport and I was bagging you not to leave.
I dreamt of losing my way in the middle of a crowed place and I knew you will not be there to save me like you used to.
I was lsearching for the stars that you gave me on my 21st birthday. The stars looks extremely pretty that night because you were there to watch it with me. But I couldnt find them, because you took them all with you.

There will only be one special person in this world. Once you miss it, it will be gone forever.
Seriously I am not ready to let go. I cant. I cant bring myself to do it.

2009-04-02T15:18:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through google map when I saw this....

Maldives.

Picture perfect! by garethohara

For a moment I thought I was in Maldives. =(

Second Anniversary =)

2009-03-12T15:54:00.011+08:00

30 December 08

I must be the luckiest girl on earth because I have a baby who knows how to pamper me with good food. =D

First on the list, baby hand roll this sushi with my favorite Japanese egg (I like it sweet!).

Oh.. And we have beancurd skin sushi too. And it is so much nicer than having it have Japanese restaurant. I SWEAR!

Not Forgetting my Unagi!! WOOho.. There's Unagi Sushi and also Unagi don. Love it!

And then we had charamushi. Baby specialist bought all these plates and bowl to match the Japanese theme. How thought. =)

Follow up we had tempura prawns. With choices of tempura sauce or mayonnaise(our favorite =D)

And then..we had cold soba. With ice cube place at the bottom of the soba to keep the dish fresh and cold. Therefore I rate this dish is one of the best! =)

More pictures of the Soba since it is so good. hehe

How can anyone have Japanese food without Salmon Sashimi! Oh look at the thickness of the salmon. Oh.. I am hungry now..

The main chef of the day who prepare such delicious 8 course meal for me is none other than my sweetest girlfriend, Michelle Loh.

I love you baby.

2009-03-07T01:46:00.005+08:00

31 December 2008

Spend the night with baby and a few of our friends at HOUSE. I really like that place for some reason, I think it must be the company plus good food that makes that place memorable. =)

More HOUSE dear?? hee

We end the day by watching a spectacular fire work with our love one. =)

Its a night to remember.

2009-02-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

I know spending money on things that is of no use is a waste of money. But if my objective of it is to put a smile on your face is it a waste of money too? And what did you say when you saw it? “Why waste money on such a thing”. My heart hurts but you don’t care.

The next day we went out with our friend and you tell her you HATE it when your own girlfriend buys things for you. Does it mean all this while you have hated me for buying all the things for you? I didn’t get you expensive stuff like Ipod or computer; anyway I can’t afford it too. All I get its daily necessities. Is it wrong to do something for my own girlfriend?
Every day you complain that I don’t love you as much blah blah blah.. What have you done then? Staying committed and faithful is not everything about love and I am sure you know that more than I do. It is not easy to forget about what you have done to me a few months back which hurt me so deeply that breaking up with you is the obvious choice. But I chose to stay while I mend a hole in my heart without you knowing.

There are a few times you hurt me a lot with the words that you use and the things that you do. But I kept quiet (if I can control, I do have my limits too). But what you did yesterday hurt me a lot. And I didn’t expect you to respond that way.

I am at fault for not handling the situation well. I am sorry.

2009-02-15T02:12:00.007+08:00

Tonight I can write the saddest lines
by Pablo Neruda

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing.
In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in
my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me
sufferand these the last verses that I write for her.

Pablo Neruda

2009-02-15T02:01:00.002+08:00

why is it so difficult to say 'sorry'?

Is it that difficult?

I really want to know how you define LOVE.

2009-02-15T00:20:00.001+08:00

Why must you do this to me.

My heart hurts.

2009-02-12T00:10:00.004+08:00

Click on dynamic picture and I can record nuggets dancing. How cool!

I think I am in love with the new Windows Live messanger!

31 December 08

2009-01-12T13:04:00.002+08:00

What would a birthday be without a Birthday cake? :)

Oh and I got alot of pressie from Agnes B this year.. Wooo.. :)

2009-01-11T04:15:00.008+08:00

I've got the sweetest girlfriend ever!
It has been a year since I last taste and touch
the tenderness of a Durian
So baby pinch her nose and bravely walk through
the long row of Durian stores since Saphy and I could not
decide which store is better.
Finally we settle to one that has a sitting area
and a bit of crowded.
The Durian was so Gooooddddd that baby was still having her first when
Saphy and I were having our third. Haha.
I know the smell of durian can kill my little baby’s nose
but she took an attempt to even try it!
Love you baby. For all that you have DONE!
Love.

2008-12-19T00:51:00.001+08:00

Just kill me right away if you want.

Dont let me suffer in pain.

Because

I am going to break down any moment.

2008-12-16T14:55:00.002+08:00

HoHoHo.. Happy holiday!

2008-11-16T15:35:00.004+08:00

Oh, muffins muffins.. How I wish I can have you everyday.

Dearest bought muffins for me again..

I ate everything up within minutes. =)

2008-09-30T16:02:00.008+08:00

Just in case some of you miss Little Nuggets.. Here he is.. =)

Grumpy little bear.. Because he doesnt like to be comb after shower. But he smell so nice mummy kept smelling him..

Anyway, I went to VIVO last wednesday and I was having trouble thinking of what to eat. But something caught my eye.. Bonbon Tea Cafe "MENU". I love the design of their menu for some reason and because of that I went in and gave it a try.. but to my disappointment the food wasnt as nice as their menu and I was serve by cheena lady. Damn irritating. Just imagine, you place an order lets say Teriyaki Chicken but she couldnt understand and ask you to translate for her. GREAT.

2008-08-26T01:53:00.010+08:00

More pictures coming up....

2008-08-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

It's the little things that you did for me touches my heart.
Like tricking me that you will be getting bubble tea immediately after your meal but you got me Watermelon Frost spray to heal my ulcer that refuse to leave my lips for a week. =(

It’s the little things like ensuring that I go for my lunch and not forgetting dinner.
(3 meals a days are essential! =P)
Carry my laptop when we meet after school without complaining.
Send me home every night although you have got work to do.
Drive me around during the weekends. SHOPPING! =)
Get me sweets and chocolates to see me smile.
Give me a warm hug everyday.

I love you my little pancakes

Can cheese help to reduce the rate of being drunk?

2008-07-13T11:54:00.002+08:00

http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/1046.html

Eat a substantial meal before you go out to a party or bar. Bread products and foods high in protein, like milk and cheese, slow the absorption of alcohol into the bloodstream by coating your stomach and small intestine. Nibbling on finger foods throughout the night can also slow the intoxication process.

Ok, althought I dont like the name of the website but at least I am able to find support to my answer. =)

2008-07-13T11:37:00.002+08:00

http://kidshealth.org/teen/sexual_health/girls/pregnancy.html

Unsafe Sex
Talk to your doctor about sex during pregnancy. If your doctor says it's OK to have sex while you're pregnant, you must use a condom to help prevent getting an STD. Some STDs can cause blindness, pneumonia, or meningitis in newborns, so it's important to protect yourself and your baby.

See! I am right about unsafe sex during pregnancy!

2008-07-06T02:49:00.005+08:00

Surprise you in the middle of the night at your door steps with my school bag and laptop. I saw your smile.
Hug you to sleep at night and gave you a morning kiss when the sun rise. I saw your smile.
We had breakfast and although I ordered wrongly. I saw your smile.
We then took a slow walk to the beach. I saw your smile.
I plug a little flower, hand it to you and ask you to be my girl and kiss you good night before heading home. I saw your smile.
I thought the flower wasn’t sincere enough; I went to get another thing which I hope did prove my sincerity. And I saw your smile once again.
But just when there is so much happiness, sorrow came and took her away.
I hate myself for not defending.
I am sorry.
Good bye my love.

To CHMM, I am sorry, but I am starting to hate you for taking away my love over and over again. BYE.

Diary

2008-07-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

17 June 08- People only take things seriously when they are about to lose some thing that is important to them. The reason why it is important because we develope a liking or even love toward a particular object, sports, person and even animals that causes us to look at things differently from others. Whats important for me now is relationship, education and balancing it with my family. Although I can proudly say that I am ok to be single in front of a big crowd, but my heart would always hurt and crush if I ever sees michelle with another girl or if she is no where to be found. The feeling of regrets and hates just keeps going on and on whenever some thing goes wrong. That's why I have said to myself, I will never want to do another thing that would make me regret any more. and I shall keep that in mind always. I love you. =)

30 june 08 - It's final, its the end of my relationship. I know I have to be strong.. But how? Every time I see a picture of you and I, I cant help but to tear. On the train, in the bus, typing.. My name was remove.. I am no longer a part of you. Those tears just cant stop flowing down my cheek. Your window was wide open but the lights was off.. are you asleep?? (Its our 1 and the half year.)

1 July 08 - I am trying my best. When back to the same playground whenever I am upset, had a good cry and luckily you didnt caught me in that state. My head was full of thoughts when I handed over the house keys back to her and suddenly my mind was blank. I didnt know how to react.. so i stare into space. You got me a little green monster and stikfas. I wanted to open it and fix it up with you. But are you willing to do so with me? Nuggets isnt feeling well and i felt helpless not knowing how to make him feel better.. Nuggets be good and listen to mummy k? i miss your whine, your calls, when you say dearrrrr I want, i miss those little tounge, i miss those hugs during cold nights and i miss dancing with nuggets and you. good bye.

2008-07-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

I know both of us are having a very difficult time now.. Not only am I struggling with home, school and you, you are struggling with your business and me. But I do hope there is a way for us to resolve this problem. I wanted to let you go earlier becuause I dont want to see you in pain but on the other hand I cant bear to leave you too. I have stop doing my work and even stop studying so that I can talk and accompany you. But it is not working. We cant even talk on the phone for more than 10 min. What is happening? Can someone just tell me?

2008-07-03T11:15:00.002+08:00

I love someone who is there for me
I love someone who can make me smile and laugh with me
I love someone who doesnt use money to show her love
I love someone who surprise me every now and then with her facial expression
I love someone who I can hold when I'm walking home
I love someone who specially brought food to my house in the middle of the night
I love someone to hug at night
I love someone who can bring me around the world
I love someone who I can talk to

You should know that of all the above I am referring to who. And you should know that some time I make love with you to help relief the stress that you have. Is there any thing wrong with that?

2008-07-03T10:22:00.002+08:00

I wonder why do we have to always communicate using text msg and blogs.
Why cant we talk face to face? I dislike my life being display for everyone to see. Especially when its on the down side. I dislike sympathy.

2008-06-03T02:00:00.004+08:00

Finally a 2 weeks holiday for me to relax and enjoy! =D
Although it is a week more before school reopens, but my final week is already well arrange and planned! All thanks to my dreariest baby. thanks darling! My holidays would never be as fulfilled without you. =)

Baby got for me this river island wallet which I have been eyeing for ages!! THANK YOU SWEETHEART! *muacks* =) Love the engraved HOT jockey printed on the wallet, but it would be better if a picture of my girl is engrave on it. *winks* The other thing I like about the wallet is that it has a coin compartment. Yes, I know, I am pretty AUNTY! But I dislike carrying so many wallets just for putting cards, notes and coins. Anyway I was telling baby that I can go out dressing andro-ly now just because I can stuff that slim wallet into my pockets just like her.. =)

2008-04-04T20:12:00.004+08:00

Baby and I not forgetting our little boy Nuggets have been spending real quality time together. =D Its a joy to have such a Tien(sweet) girlfriend and a lovable dog. I'm just afraid I would miss them badly once school starts. =(

A few years back before setting a New Year resolution of be not afraid of dogs. I ask myself, why would anyone love their dog so much that they wouldn't mind kissing or sleeping with them on a bed? Never would I expect seeing myself hugging or kissing a dog as if its my own baby.. somehow I feel I have got this special bond with this little boy here..

My little boy... =)

My Love.. =)

Nuggets best friend, Little bobby.

2008-03-10T00:57:00.002+08:00

Vel: I am going to check my posting result now.
Mich: WAIT! Dont check it till I go over.
Vel: But WHY?
Mich: Because I want to be there with you to see the results.
Vel: =) *heart was filled with joy

Thank you darling.. Muacks Muacks Muacks =D

Baby.. You are always beautiful in my eyes. Regardless of what others say. You are still the one I chose and the one I love the most. I agree that those girls I used to like isnt good looking. Because I always feel that good lookers would never fall for me. Till I met you. You caught my attention on that every night at the train station. And later when we got together. I got mesmerise by your playfull yet charming side of you. I really love the way you carry yourself. Some one whom I wish to learn from. Some one whom I hope to become. Baby.. Would you hold on to me?

Magic

2008-03-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

2008-02-01T14:38:00.001+08:00

SKIING...

Vel: Hey! what are you taking?!
Shock faces of people in our tour group.

I felt so safe and secured in your arms.. Some how I feel like staying in Korea forever.. As long as I have you by my side. :)

we made our own supper.. egg mayo and hot dogs. where we get the mayo from?? Our life savour ..Found it at the hotels super mart. And it comes in portable size so we can bring around.. =D

kookoo kookoo 12AM its time to wake up! Baby woke up at 11 just to get ready her surprise for me.. My chocolate birthday cake and our 1 year anniversary! =D

I love you.

HOT SPRING/Mt Sorak park.

It took us great pain to take this picture. The wind at there were so strong we couldn't ever open our eyes. As seen on the picture Mich is wearing a sunglasses and I got to wrap my face with the scarf.

A sad day for us.. We cant get to see beautiful Mt Sorak.. Despite braving through the strong winds. =(
Baby can we go back there one day?? I want to go to the most beautiful mountain with you.. can we can we?? =)

2nd last day in Soul (Korea)

Lotte world..

Doesn't it look familiar? Looks like Disney Castles is'nt it?

The Ghost house wasnt fantastic. We should have gone to play other more exciting games. But we got to go back to the hotel early. Damn. Some aunties in the bus were saying that our tour guide meeting her girlfriend to countdown hence we got to be back early. He should be the one wearing that devil horn on his head. hur.

Manage to take some pictures before heading back..

Hi there, Mr. Michelle!

Counting down to 2008!

I love this picture. =)

It's time to go back.. I really hate this point of time.. I am going to miss korea.. Not because of the food or shopping.. But its the time I spend with you in korea, it would be unforgettable..

2008-01-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

When shopping with chips.. And I got her...

TOPMAN. =) A skinny and a vest. She look so damn shuai- that I just have to get it for her. =)
So there goes a Happy Little Chips. =D

As for me.. I got myself another HAVA! yay. Happy Little Cheese. =D

*Baby, I wish I do still have the privilege to hold on to you at the age of 90. I love you.

2008-01-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

And when I hold you in my arms I promise you
You’re gonna feel a love that's beautiful and new
This time I'll love you even better
Than I ever did before
And you'll be in my heart forevermore

We were just too young to know we fell
In love and let it go
So easy to say the words goodbye
So hard to let the feelings die
I know how much I need you now
The time is turning back somehow
As soon as our hearts and souls unite
I know for sure we'll get the feeling right

(Chorus)
And now we're starting over again
It's not the easiest thing to do
I'm feeling inside again
’Cause every time I look at you
I know we're starting over again
This time we'll love all the pain away
Welcome home my lover and friend
We are starting over, over again

If we never lived alone
Then we might have never known
All the time we spent apart
All we did was break each other's heart
Hmm....

And when I hold you in my arms I promise you
You're gonna feel a love that's beautiful and new
This time I'll love you even better
Than I ever did before
And you'll be in my heart forevermore

(Chorus)
And now we're starting over again
It's not the easiest thing to do
I'm feeling inside again
’Cause every time I look at you
I know we're starting over again
This time we'll love all the pain away
Welcome home my lover and friend
We are starting over (Now we're starting over again)
This time we'll chase all the rain away
Welcome home my lover and friend
We are starting over, over again
We are starting over, over again

Natalie Cole's "Starting Over Again"

2008-01-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

Its back to work after a long weekend.

I hope things turn out fine for me this week. =)

It's always a pleasure to be given a massage after a day at work. Thanks dear.. I love you.

2008-01-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

My 21st birthday wish didnt came true..
My christmas wish didnt came true either..

I didnt want all this to happen.

I love her

I hurt her.

I was about to get a hang of climbing the laddle to our future when it cames falling apart and down I am here.. injuired. Causing my first love to fall apart too. ='S

It isnt a good year after all..

Good bye world.

2008-01-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

21st Birthday

First surprise of the day, baby got for a my favorite star shape birthday balloon and a Care bear rainbow birthday balloon. =D Baby say she was lucky to get the green star balloon coz it just arrive, the latest designs hence they have'nt put it out in the catalog book. Which one would I like most? I simple love both the balloons. =)

Sound asleep between we she starts working. I went to sleep after lunch and when I woke up. The room was flooded with Green and silver balloons. =) I like~ Despite the material of the balloons were meant for Helium Gas.. She use mouth blow. Can you imagine so many balloons and she blew it all by herself? I'm impressed

Balloons - check
Food - check

Friends - uncertain

Decoration - check

Drinks - check

Birthday badge - check

Most importantly, little monster and nuggets? - CHECK! Its time to party! =DDD

At first I was so afraid my friends wouldn't make it coz of the bad weather. But baby was there holding on to me while I see my friends strolling in in groups.

My friends where so attracted to nuggets, they couldn't stop playing with him. At least baby and I know that he is in good hands of my friends.. er not quite in this picture though. Tammie! I caught you red handed trying to bully my little boy! You are gonna get it! ROAR!

Make-A-Card time... An idea brought up by baby.. Unleash your creativity friends!

BB grp having difficulty..

A designer in a grp is what they need. Too bad for the BB grp that Adam wasn't there to help them.

But Nuggets was so sweet.. He wanted to give a helping hand to my friends..

And there you go! The card is complete! =)

Green green... Even the drinks were green in colour... which is why my friends mistaken it as detergent. =S

All this wouldn't happen if it wasn't for this girl next to me.

Second surprise of the day.. A lovely birthday cake that consist of clouds, stars,rainbow to little babies (us) She lied to me at first saying that she forgotten to get a cake for me.. And that she wanted to get Prema deli last min. But it took me for surprise that she actually design and pre order the cake already..

Baby, its tonight that I saw the most beautiful star in my life. And thats you, Michelle. :)

Everything went on plan and everyone was happy. Darling.. thanks for all that you had done. I really appreaciate the effort and time you spend just for this very day. I LOVE YOU.

2007-12-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

AGNES BIRTHDAY... (14 dec)

It took us nearly half an hour to reach the destination of our dearest Agnes's birthday party.. Which is held at Emerald Garden, 31 Club St. It's definately a long walk there.. But the 3 of us finally got to meet up after a long long time.. Yay. =) Miss her so- much.. Been working at the school where she is studying now, but hardly get to see her.. =( She's a busy woman.. I'm a busy woman too la. No doubt. =P Anw I miss bernice too.. The last time I saw her was like...?? 8 or 9 years ago?? When she was still a little gal.. now she look so pretty.. =) Back to story.. There's a theme to this party too.. Gypsy/Retro. Trying to be supportive.. I went for retro.. Yes.. no one could ever imagine.. I wore my mum's dress.. =P Even the red belt belongs to my mum.. Madness.. Agnes do love me more k! =) hehehe.

2007-12-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

A lovely camera pounch baby made for me.. though my camera fits in nicely, I've deceided not to use it so as not to stretch the pouch.. cause it's too precious to me la. I want to keep it as good as new. =)

Baby was driving when this lorry drove pass us and caught my attention.

Bo Eng Trading?? (Bo Eng=not free???) What a name...

2007-11-29T22:52:00.001+08:00

I'm into heels for recently. Been wearing heels to work for no good reason. But instead of wearing them, darlings got to wear them for me after work. ****THANKS DARLINGS! It got so painful walking from Plaza Singapura to the place we had steamboat. She took off her shoe and wore my heels. Sweets~.Luckily she was wearing converse that day and not another heels. :P

We got abit excited abt our korea trip.. We decided to start choosing our clothings.. And here goes.. A nicely wrap Ba chang ( dumpling ). =X

Cui's 21st Birthday party. :)

Never hold a birthday party beside a pool or else...

Adam must be mad wearing a scarf to Cui's outdoor party. Madness.

Love this girl. Muacks

2007-11-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today I learnt that, I shouldn't have change curtain things to the way I want it. I did it without considering the fact that I would hurt a person or whether will I be able to change things back to its origin . Because in the end the person that got hurt most would be none other than me. I'm not only hurt but the feeling of REGRETS is over my limits to control.

P.S Anw this entry got nothing to do with the MTV. I just like listening to sad songs when I'm feeling down. It allows me to cry it out and feel relief after. ( I realise that just by listening, it can be quite therapeutic :) )

2007-10-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Vivo city Food Republic has really good hokkian mee! =)

P.S pawns are peeled by darling Monster. hokkian mee taste extra de~licious.. =P

She and her adorable smile. :)

My brother was in luck. He got to try baby's food. I could have count him out! =P

2007-10-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

I've got a bad gastric earlier.. The pain brought me back to days where my lovely neighbour would slip some gastric pills into my letter box. I ate the pills and all my pain was gone. She was the sweetest girl I've ever met ( till this day, she IS still the sweetest girl I've ever met). I realise I have been taking you for granted. I expect you to be even sweeter as days goes by.. Thinking that you would do ANYTHING in the world for me. And because I know you never fail to do so. I took it for granted.. I hate this feeling now. I was wrong to think that way.. I'm sorry my little precious monster. I'm sorry.

Baby, would you love me again?

2007-10-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

I wanted to upload some video we took during our " HOLIDAY" period. But its taking forever to upload.. At least baby got to upload ONE, which took her like hours to..

Anw, tonight's dinner was great.. We had dinner at Soup Restaurant. My first thought of that restaurant, expensive cheena food which wouldn't taste that great. But to my surprise.. It was fantastic. First dish, chicken serve with cabbage?? And I initially thought the cabbage was a dish! anw the cabbages were use to wrap the chicken.. sounds weird.. But but the taste was really good.. FRESH cabbages with smooth chicken breast.. woot. Not forgetting the sauce which looks like a bowl of garlic.. But it is actually ginger plus garlic la.. (i guess). Anw its a good combination. =)) ok, I'm gonna stop here.. because its making me hungry typing all this out all this..

Baby walk me home after dinner and abit of shopping.. I guess it would the the last time we will ever step into MANGO! their clothing's are for some reason DUSTY?! baby was looking at a blouse and when she picks it up.. I could see the amount of dust that was flying.. so scary.. even those hanging were dusty too.. =S

Nothing beats eating ice cream while walking home.. Baby's double choc was so good I stole some bite from her.. hehe.. But my current fav would be the store at East coast road... =DDD LOVE.

Baby... I you. :)

2007-10-20T10:46:00.000+08:00

I might not have made it home, if you wasnt there for me ytd. Thanks dear. :)

2007-10-13T00:36:00.001+08:00

30th Sept -

Dinner at Villa Bali.

A cosy hut

My date.. =)

2007-10-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

28 Sept -

Sentosa!!!!! =))

2007-10-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Took an afternoon leave today.. Spend some really good Quality time with baby.. She cooked cabbage soup and our favourite fried egg with mayo.. oh so yummy.. She even wash the dishes despite having a migraine since morning.. And her aching ankle that's giving her problem..(I'm bringing you to see a chinese physician whether you like it anot.. Be a good girl k!)

Anyways..

Darling, you're so sweet.. =))

2007-09-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

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2007-09-30T01:03:00.002+08:00

I would LOVE~ to go to the South bay.. It would be a place where I can lay down and suck to the juiciest juice on earth and have the most pleasurable experience that only me and my love one knows.

=PPP

2007-09-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

I was naughty today...

But no matter how naughty I was.. I was still given a kiss and a nice warm hug.

=))))

I know that you love me. But I love you as much..

2007-09-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

This is for Michelle....

HAPPY 9th MONTH DARLING!!

I can never be more happy than spending an entire day with you. From golf-ing in the morning to great dinner at Bali Villa.. You made me smile when I am sad.. Your soft kisses were so sweet that it melt my heart whenever I'm given one. I want to just hug you like a little bear everyday and not going anywhere.. Its been a while since we got together.. Through ups and downs but still holding on strong. To the girl who has the most contagious laughter, to the girl who sing so sweetly that it will melt my heart, to the girl who cooks de-licious meals for me whenever I'm hungry and to the girl who love me more than any girl would crave for... My heart is definitely with you. I love you Michelle. :)

2007-09-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

I just love making love to you, my one and only love Michelle. *licks*

I know you want more....

*cheeky smile*

2007-09-25T14:28:00.002+08:00

I bite till my lips bleed.

There is no way I can convince you.

2007-09-25T14:28:00.001+08:00

Yes it took me 23 hrs and 22 min to cool myself down. I needed time to cool myself down. I want to be caution with the words that I use. I dont want to hurt you again.

I was smiling with tears in my eyes. Every song that was played just reminds me of you. EVERY song really, my little jukebox.

I dont want to let go.

So please dont go.

Come back to my arm and I will give you a hug to heal those aching heart.

I love you my little mon-ster.

2007-09-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

Tears are flowing down, right now.

I dont know who is "The girl" you are talking about.

I bought alot of stuff earlier. From lanterns to sparklers.. I love playing with candles. Especially on such occasion where ppl wouldnt think you are mad playing candles in the middle of the night.. But who would be playing with me tonight?

Nuggets Birthday~

2007-09-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday to Little Nuggets~

Happy birthday to our handsome prince. =)

We got Nuggets a birthday cake from US Doggie bakery..

Is isnt easy to take to picture with him. Look at the multiply Ngs.

We got hungry after a tiring day. So we had prata for supper. It was good.. =)

2007-09-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

michelle - 97 days to Korea! =) says:
ting ting ting..
michelle - 97 days to Korea! =) says:
ting ting ting..
michelle - 97 days to Korea! =) says:
ting ting ting ting tingggg..

She makes me smile..

2007-09-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Lunch was fantastic!! baby made water cress soup and sweet & sour pork!! And guess what? Its her first attempt. Amazing huh? She once ask me.. " would I choose to have food or her?" I told her I would choose her.. why? If my girlfriend can cook such sumptuous meal and always showering me with all the love and care.. why wouldnt I choose her?! ;)

Best sweet & sour pork I ever eaten.. nothing was left for my brother..! =X

2007-09-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

First day of being jobless.. Went out with darling.. She cant stop smiling..you can tell how happy she is from the picture.. right? =) Its been awhile since both of us felt so stress-free. Most importantly we finally got to catch up with those hours we miss in the past 3 months. =DD and I got a nice little monster sleeping so soundly in my arms.. yea~ this is life man.. anw I'm just glad those days are over...

snap snap snap snap

He's just so lovable. Dear!! Can I hug nuggets to sleep??? =)

2007-09-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

It's Saph's Birthday...so here goes the pictures..

I know I know.. My leg is sticking out at the wrong time.. But everyone looks happy.. =)

A friend of hers bought her a cake... PLAY GIRL!

The most enjoying part if the party is taking crazy pictures and BBQ!! The stingray was so good I couldnt remember how much I had.. =P

The princess of the night... Saph. The whole party was a success.. I guess she must be feeling sooo happy she could almost reach heaven with all the ballons that was blown for her.. ( ** I did blow one or two k!)

The only princess in my eyes would be none other than my deariest Michelle Loh. :) i love you deary! =)

2007-09-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

When over Bath's hse to bake cookies last Monday.. ok.. it was fun.. second attempt to bake cookies. But this time round I added Hershey's chocolate.. =DD chocolate~~

Say hello to my fat cookies on the right side of the tray.. =P

Out of 2 full bags of cookies I made. I select only the best few to be place into another bag.. And then again. I select the best looking cookies from the bag to present my little monster.. =)) baby.. I only want to give you the best! =D ( excluding those muffins! ) =P

I didnt get to say good bye to my Little Potter.. I'm gonna miss him.. =(

2007-08-20T02:44:00.000+08:00

We went to watch the movie.. "Secret". My verdict? Very good. =)

I like this scene where Rain gave Jay a surprise kiss in the CD shop. which reminds me.......... =))

I'm gonna learn how to play the piano with one hand! Reason? So I can hold your hand while I play the piano the next time and forever.. :)

I think the funniest scene in this movie this when Jay was force to dance with his dad... It made me stop tearing for a moment... =P

Impressive performance by Jay..

Baby.. somehow this movie made me realise some things that I had overlooked in our relationship. I'm not letting another small shit to get in between us from now on.

I love you.. from the bottom of my heart..

Sweet Surprises! =)

2007-08-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

1 2 3 4 HI5! I've got 5 surprises today and I'm really really happy... =DDDDD

First: Had a lunch date with baby.. and I'm really happy to see her! though its just 30 min.. it meant alot to me.. :)

Second: These lovely Jelly Beans bought from Corduroy Candy. I like~

Third: Handmade Hazelnut crunch milk chocolate bar from the same shop.. =)))

Fourth: Little star shirt. I like the little pocket at the side of the shirt, so I can put your heart into it which is nearer to mine. I love you dear.. :)

Fifth: Was in the car.. looking out of the window in daze. Then, I look on my right. I saw... I saw YOU. The girl who has the most beautiful smile, the girl who blush so sweetly, the girl who gave me all her love and the girl would be none other than my first love.. Michelle Loh.

2007-08-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

I've been awake for a while now You make me feel like a child now 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying safe and warm You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go

What am I going to say When you make me feel this way I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goesI always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now'Cause every time you hold me in your arms I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth And it stats in my soul And I lose all control When you kiss my noseThe feeling shows'cause you make me smile baby

Just take your time nowHoldin' me tight Wherever wherever wherever you go Wherever wherever wherever you go wherever you go

I always know'Cause you make me smile

Even just for a while

2007-08-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

A crazy day at work

But a joyful evening with my dearest

She prepare dinner for me thought its 8pm

We had curry chicken, omelet with pawns(with mayo generously spread on top) and rice

Dinner was so good. My stomach is growling while I'm typing this entry. =P~

Thanks dear, thanks for everything. =)

NDP 2007!

2007-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

A nice weather to start off.. Nice cool breeze from the rival.. =) I like the new location of National Day parade!

And for the first time, I'm watching NDP with my beloved.. :)))

I got to wear this ugly giraffe whereas baby got to wear this happy lion. =(

Para shooters!

uniform groups forming the word " NDP 2007"

We were so bored, we decided to tattoo our arms.

Here comes the 5 helicopter with the national flag.

Very nice display of falling fireworks from the bridge.

Before the it turns dark we quickly turn on our star torch.

I like these flying jelly fish.. they look so pretty.. I promise baby I will get her these jellyfish when i propose to her. :D

Fireworks

Starry starry night..

Watching fireworks display have never been as exciting as that night for me. Holding you close to me while watching the firework display was a whole different feeling overall. I'm so fortunate to have such a wonderful girlfriend like you. :)

2007-08-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

As she walks down the long slope of Jalan Tangjong, she never knew I was at the top watching over her.. every steps she walks I wouldn't miss.. I called her while she was half the way reaching to the bottom. Telling her again, " I love you" she said I was crazy. Yes, I agree I'm crazy for you. Every thing that you have done will always remain not only in my head but in my heart. As she walks, I smile to myself and say "I'm so happy" I want this love to last forever. I waited till the last few steps before she disappear behind the corner terrace that I decided to head home.. While walking home, I cant stop smiling. Feels like I was surrounded by some thing call LOVE. It was nice. It was really really nice. I just feel like shouting out to the world that I'm in love and NO ONE! can take away this love from me. I will never let it happen.. To the girl I love the most. "I LOVE YOU".

P.S I miss your whines.. =)

2007-08-05T03:42:00.001+08:00

darling..I'm missing you like crazy.. =(

2007-08-03T03:42:00.000+08:00

Time After Time

Lying in my bed
I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles
Confusion is nothing new
Flash back – warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories
Time after some times you pictured me
I’m walking too far ahead
You’re calling to me
I can’t hear what you’ve said
Then you said
Go slow, I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

Chorus: (2 x)
If you’re lost you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you
I’ll be waiting
Time after time

I turn, my picture fades
And darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows
You’re wondering if I’m ok
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

If you’re lost you can look
And you will find me
Time after time I
f you fall I will catch you
I’ll be waiting
Time after time

You said Go slow,
I fall behind The second hand unwinds
If you’re lost you can look
And you will find me
Time after time

If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time
If you’re lost you can look
And you will find me
Time after time

If you fall I will catch you
I’ll be waiting Time after time
Time after time ...

2007-07-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

ok. I know I should have blog this long ago. But anw I'm doing so now.. =)

We had really nice Thai food for dinner. I esp love the seafood platter. Oh I'm so sure I'm going back for more! Look how happy baby is with the food. =)

My most beautiful girlfriend and me..

remember this dress I'm wearing?? yup! she bought this for my birthday last year. When I was putting on the dress, I cant help but recall the day of my birthday when she handle me a bag of stuff and ask me to get change. I was shock because she told me she gonna treat me to eat at the hawker near harbour front station. And I actually believe her.. =S I didnt even suspect she was up to some thing when she came over to my house the night before and ask me to lend her my shoes. Baby. you're always full of ideals..=)

Funny us trying our best to take a full shot together. haha

Taking a close up would definitely be easier. =)

Let me try fishing..lets see what I can get......

I caught a GIRL! And her name is Michelle. I love her so much I'm not gonna send her back to the stormy ocean.. I want her to be save in my arms. :)

Even if pictures fate. My love for you will always remain.

Loving you.

2007-07-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

I really miss school days.. esp days were Baby would accompany me for lunch during lunch break and walk me home after school. sweet memories that would never be forgotten..=)) Now.. things have not change though.=) I would have dinner with baby and she would walk me home from the train station..so sweet of her.. like last saturday, i guess without her being there for me when i needed her the most, i wouldnt have stay on in the company too.. and she knows the key to make me smile. CHOCOLATES! =)) THANKS DEAR!.

sunflower.. =)

2007-07-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

It took just a day and I could see the drastic growth of my sunflower! Baby! I'm working hard on it. As I promise I will present to you the most beautiful sunflower ever. I love you.

Who's that Hot girl!?

2007-07-23T22:35:00.001+08:00

Look at the food.. I was dying to have this for lunch almost everyday... the food at my work place is just spoiling my appetite..=( And never did i tot she brought me to IKEA on SUNDAY!! YEAH!! meat balls and chicken wings! oh and not forgetting our fav BROCCOLI!! =) yum! plus a hottie lunch-ing with me.. What more can i ask for man! =D

The hottie i was dating last sunday! =D HOT HOT HOT!

2007-07-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning feeling so cold even when my blankie was wrapping me like a spring roll.. so I hug my little monster and suddenly i felt the warmness from her.. maybe its just the amount of love baby had put in little monster.. thanks dear.. you are the greatest. =)

2007-07-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

For the first time I walk baby to work.. feels good. =) Went to katong Flower shop to get somestuff after baby left for work.. And i saw some thing that I want to have it in "our" home. Green unbrella and green swings.. hee. =P

Actually after staying at tanah merah for so long. I didnt know Katong flower shop was so modernise..They had a room just for docoration of flowers which looks more like a cafe?? They place a mini water fall by the sides and has tables and chairs around with flowers surrounding the side walls. ( though its still in construction i could see it through the 2 large glass walls. )

guess what is this!

Ans: Flower pots. too cute to even plant any plants on it.. plus its rather expensive. It cost about $80 to $100 per figuring.

2007-07-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

My work is killing me and I'm really tried... But Baby never fails to entertain me even when she's at work. (pole dancer!) wahaha.. she was really nice to hv waited for me after her work and even took a bus down all the way to AMK hub despite her feeling sicky.. Sorry dear.. sorry for keeping you waiting for me every time.. =S and again. she made me laugh like a mad woman till i teared and had my tummy hurt... i had such great fun with her every time and always.. =)

2007-07-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

michelle - all i need, my vel, my valentine.. says:
if she chase you out, there's always my arms to welcome you in..

michelle - all i need, my vel, my valentine.. says:
if she locks you in, i will climb in to save you..

Without you there for me.. we wouldnt have gone this far. :) thanks dear..

Post- gal!!

2007-07-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

Off on a friday can be boring you know.. but with a little plan.. things can get exciting... keke.(**hint hint to mich, I'm up for another surprise for you!!) ha.

Went to a few places today. Got alot of stuff. And I'm so happy that I cant stop smiling.. =D Anw I was taking the train and realise alot of OL's are playing PSP and they got really cool colours like Gold and stylish black. =) But too bad I'm not into these kinda gadgets.. Plus I would rather have a nice chat with deary while taking the train.. =)

She drove pass my hse to pass me some of the sweetest cherry I ever tried... Thanks dear! The cherrys where so nice i ate up every thing at a go! (sorry i didnt save some to share it with you dear. =S)

Even my stomach can feel your love!! =)

2007-07-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

I bite.

2007-07-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything nowto kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes
and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true Love
And I never meant to hurt you

Lyric for Evanescence song:
Forgive Me

Where have all the BRA gone to?!

2007-07-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Baby and I went shopping for bra's today... hee.Had alot of fun walking around the whole of orchard road just looking for Bra's, Bro birthday present and C's Birthday present.. It's been a long time since i took such a short time to get all the stuff I need to get in such a short period of time from 12 to 6. Because most of the time i would be busy looking at clothes and forgotten all about the stuff need to buy. But with the help of sweetie things gets done in time. =) anw, the best time I had during the shopping tour was looking for the "PERFECT" sports bra for babe. hehe. =P

2007-06-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

2007-06-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Where was i a few minutes ago?? In Hubby Loh's heart. :) She brought the sweetest strawberry in s'pore to my door step at 11.30pm. I SWEAR! she's my sweetest girl. I love you dear. :)

2007-06-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Dim Sum Dim Sum!!!! My stomach is screaming for good food already.. I'm seriously sick of eating food from the canteen near my work place.. so boring. =S Surprisingly Baby sense the little gal have craving for good food.. So we had Dim Sum for dinner! (My Favorite ;D) Wee tried this Dim Sum restaurant at marina sq.. its was really satisfying Or maybe its because both of us were starving.. hee. Nah.. It was really good.. from the ingredient to the decoration of the dish.. [Rated: Good=)] And it seems our sense of dressing is getting connected too..we wore the same shade of green and wore jeans to work! We even carried the same bag. hahah.. We are one really funny couple.. =P

The little gal love her monster so much that she sees little monser swimming in the agar... hee..

Darling.. you're my superhero..(protecting me when in times of darkness and guide me through all this long. Without Michelle Loh, there wouldnt be Velda Yoong.) No one can replace the amount of love and care you have given me. And I must say I'm just fortunate to have you. =)

2007-06-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Dinner taste horrible today. Because you are not by my side. )=

2007-06-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Sunday!!! =D

Baby looks cute with her new style. ;)

Chocolates... =P

Cam whoring with my new lappy!! =D

2007-06-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

Got scolded by so many annnoying ppl today... I cant believe I got scolded by a cleaner today for not placing the bottle caps in proper baskets.. crap. But luckily superwoman came to my rescuse when i was crying in the toilet... =D She made me smile and brightens my day onces again... =)

Anw this week is such a hectic week for me as it is the peak period(most company does their quilaty check every onces or half a year hence June and December would be a crazy month for most testing labs..=S) seriously i already have the intension of quitting though I jsu started work like 3 weeks ago.. bad bad. this is really bad.. I just hope the following week will be better.. :)

2007-06-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Her eyes just twinkle like a star...

Some times i feel too fortunate having such a nice girlfriend by me.. Its like as if its a dream come true... =) She waited for me outside my company for almost 1 hour hving those irritating bangali staring at her.. and most probably feeeding those blood sucking mosquito. =( sorry dear. And despite she was so hungry that she could eat up a cow. She run towards me with a pizza bun on her hand and say.. "Quickly eat dear.. you must be hungry" (dear, I'm really touched... no one had ever make me feel to wanted and fortunate before..thanks for every thing dear.. =))

She was afraid I get hungry during work.. so she bought this for me.. so thoughtful of her... she knows my stomach(mary-ann) well.. =D

She's my sweetie...... =)

I love you my dear.. -kiss-